Day 2: This is when I should`ve started the blog

 Day 2: Supposedly April 8

     2 days before the setting of this entry, I finally remembered about the performance check and was supposed to start writing the blog so I can finish it because Ms. Marix reminded us and told us we can start that week instead of the original published dates. 

    "The most painful part in life is when you know you have to do something but for some reason is unable to do it and it haunts you even in sleep."

   -Jamito 2020

   April 8 is a Holiday so I don`t really have anything to talk about in Academics since I barely check class group chat and g-mail around these times so I`ll just talk about my worsening procrastination problem! At the end of the first semester, we were bombarded with video projects that burnt me out because I generally dislike talking and would prefer to type. This also burnt out my decision making abilities which caused me to work on a project from 8pm to 4am in the morning with no output at all. Due to the stress experienced in the event, I now have a fear of doing projects that I don`t start right away and causing a lot of late submissions on my record when the second semester started. 

    But to be clear, It should have been my responsibility to recover from the event but I am currently failing judging by the time this blog was made. Fortunately, I still have the feeling of urgency on a deadline that overpowers the effects of the aforementioned event.

   Anyways I ended another day, trying to give myself time to do the project but ended up not giving myself time to achieve personal goals but I still was not productive in academics no matter how much time I give myself. Doing this for the whole day messed up my sense of time.

    These days, time goes slow and fast at the same time.



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